Thursday, May 17, 2007
week 5 of semester 1. i think i need to be more focus on my studies. cant afford to drift off like year 1. im not happy... the things im studying are really boring, all the formulaes, things i really hate. but wat choice do i have? not intetested yet still have to carry on, already in year 2, cant waste anymore time. and my bad habit for being late for morning lectures, i have to change. im making this promise good. cant be late anymore. if only poly is like sec school days. those good old days i have with the teachers and friends. in poly, it's lecture/tut/lab, break, eat, lecture again, back home. i want to graduate soon, ns, come out work. im really lost.... those questions we did during tutorial seems so easy to my classmate but not me. what i like is memorising, like geography and science. i hate formulaes esp maths... but ya, i just need to buck up now, i dont want to repeat module. (not a good day) fail prac 3, reason: rain, instructor bad mood. somehow i got this feeling ppl are looking down on me cause of my results, been thinking abt this issue. sometimes it's not that i dowan to do well. i give you something you dun like, do you have the interest to really look through into it? iv got no motivation... i feel very useless, seriously.
anyway. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, ROY TER!!! =) CONTINUE GAY-ING WITH ME PLS...
(18th May 2007)
the 62nd...
11:06 PM